Life goes by

Every second that passes, every breath we take, we take from our life. These are the moment we will never get back nor we will ever be able to replace it. Life goes by, yesterday you were four, today you are twenty and tomorrow you'll be fifty. Trying to enjoy life makes it even worse, times goes by quicker aka it's all going to be over sooner, but still making no effort what's so ever, lying in your bed all day and binge-watching Friends doesn't help either. So what to do? Some say just enjoy, some say have a plan, I say go f*** yourself. U should do both of it because let's face it going somewhere without a plan is a horrible idea and doing every single thing by a plan is no better. But none of that is helping when it comes to fear of mortality. It wasn't until I accepted the fact I'm not gonna be here forever nor will I always be the same and I embraced the change and started liking it, nor until I came to peace with death, that I was able to just brush those thoughts away. I sometimes woke up just after falling asleep just because I was too scared by my mortality. It's ironic really, in the world, where nothing lasts, we can't make peace with the only certain thing in our life. So why don't we look like more of an upgrade of our being than a loss of something? 'Cause come on, so many people believing in some kind of afterlife, that being a reincarnation or life in hell. How can this not be some kind of truth than? Yes, we have no idea what's coming and of course, that scares us. But if we lived our life like it wasn't going to end on some point, maybe we could see something we aren't capable of seeing right now, when all of this fear is making us blind.

Life goes on... whether you choose to move on and take a chance in the unknown. Or stay behind, locked in the past, thinking of what could've been. 

So why not enjoy every moment we have, take deep breathes in this wonderful thing we call life and just soak it in with every inch, molecule, atom and electron we have. So honey, tell him you love him, move on, do that one thing you were too scared to do, call that one friend you haven't heard from in years. You will be sorry one day if you didn't do some things.

Ge smak daun, gyon op nodotaim. Never give up. 

      Ema  :)